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[shesgotguts]

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owner of Good Golly, Miss Holly!
principal's assistant at Altaciere High School
member of the Holly Heights Welcoming Committee

"Your queen, Milly Ashford, isn't here right now, so feel free to leave a message!! She'll have a servant get back to you ASAP!"

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[shesgotguts]

[a smile had wanted to come forth, to show him that she's actually happy with what he's said. but he's pulling away from her, in a way that almost makes her question if he truly meant what he said. but it's kazuya. he might keep his secrets, but he wouldn't lie to her like that. of course he means it. it's a few steps short of three little words that have occurred to her before-- he wouldn't take something like that back.

and neither will she.

she offers him a soft sympathetic smile as she rests her elbow on the table and her cheek in her hand as she drinks her own wine.] Kazuya, would you like me to list the ways I adore you chronologically or alphabetically? You're wonderful, and you're wonderful for me. Why would you think otherwise? [an awful question, but she'll ask it anyway.]

[leadingspirit]

This is-- entirely not the conversation I was planning to have with you. Ever, really. Aren't you seeing someone? Two someones?

[Because no, he doesn't want her to list the ways she adores him. Because she's young, and gorgeous, and taken, and it's not like he knew how to really court a girl anyway.]

[Not like he hadn't been doing it almost entirely on accident for months now.]

[He finishes the rest of his wine.]

[shesgotguts]

[uh oh. this is too far in the feelies zone... and she doesn't know if she can work her way out of this. more than that, even if she does, at what cost? he's her confidant, a shoulder to cry on, her best friend. she can't ruin that. not when they've come so far.

there's no backing away, no good that could come from lying or avoiding the topic. honesty and bravery have to happen, together.

she takes another sip (gulp, really) of her wine, thinking for a moment before speaking.] I've thought about this conversation before... I didn't expect us to have it to soon, and at a time like this, but sometimes you just feel it. [it? a premonition, or a passion...] You're right about me seeing other people, but did you ever think that maybe you're right up there with them? That maybe I--

[she cuts herself off before she can do any more damage.]