"lumber more, you beast" (
shesgotguts) wrote2017-02-11 06:29 pm
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youre really a charmer
good at talking to probably anyone huh...
i might not have had to be put on display like you but i know a weapon when i see it
i cant say ive ever felt any of that
pampered and groomed and given things
but i know what its like to want to command your own soul and body
to be sold off and given to others
i dont like to remember those days
you said the people that loved you did this
so do you think youve ever experienced being truly loved then?
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whether or not i know how to charm anyone and everyone doesnt mean that what i say isnt true
but... weapon? me? if thats the case, i must be the human equivalent of a butter knife
you know what its like to be less than human
you were bruised and scraped up, and i wasnt. i was handled carefully.
because my purpose was to be beautiful
but you know the feeling of being used for a reason you didnt decide.
thats
hard to say
it was my parents who did it
and i think they did love me but they couldnt figure out to express it
i think if i experience love here, maybe ill know if its the first time or not